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I feel like I’m going where I’ve been before

March 11th, 2005 | 2 Comments | Posted in Bus Stop Chronicles

I got home late that night. She called me on my cellphone and probably heard my stupid voicemail greeting. She said her parents weren’t home and that she missed me. Messing with my head again, she was.

I know we’ve had our ins and outs but yeah… I want to talk. I know you love me. Come over, my parents aren’t home.

Dammit

My phone asked me if I wanted to delete the message and I immediately pressed seven. I don’t fucking love you, I never have and never will. It’s a stupid game we’ve played for 2 years. I knew her as a friend but not a close one. We met at a mall, Metrotown actually. It was summer, we watched a movie. I think it was a Harry Potter movie. It doesn’t matter.

I actually thought about going over but I didn’t. I went out for dinner with my parents instead. I couldn’t think of anything else. I’ve been so preoccupied about everything. Make the grades, have fun, keep everything together. But she’s really messed me up again. I’ve been with other girls before, better girls. But she was different. Maybe it’s because she’s fucked up like I can be sometimes. I just don’t care anymore.

My head was still killing me but a lot of things were.

Maybe all I’m supposed to get are the bitches, the psychos, and the mindfuckers. I think I don’t want to play anymore. I’m leaving.

This glass house is burnin’ down

March 11th, 2005 | No Comments | Posted in Blog

I’v got a bad headache and I shouldn’t even be on this thing. The yarbook isn’t close to finished and the guy who tried to lay it out did a horrible job.

I found my old Taking Back Sunday cds and can’t stop listening. Go listen to “Slowdance on the inside“, it’s great - especially the ending. Apparently we have limos now but I have no clue on what’s going on. I don’t really care but I think the room spinning around me isn’t helping.

ETA: The new Coldplay song “Talk” is great.

So I got linked on the MBLOG, thanks Matt.

Rest in Peace

Onto more serious matters, yesterday was the memorial ceremony for the four murdered RCMP officers in Alberta. My heart’s out to them and their loved ones. May they rest in peace.

It’s kind of disconcerting how everything’s been lately. A man was killed for $12 worth of gas in my province. The murderer was a 16 year old boy. He was drunk but that shouldn’t matter, he could hear the poor man underneath his car.

Here’s for a calm to the storm. Cheers.

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The Bus Stop Chronicles

March 10th, 2005 | 1 Comment | Posted in Blog, Bus Stop Chronicles

I narrowly made it to the bus today as I wasn’t expecting to actually have to take one today but I made it. A bit out of breath (and a bit out of shape) I made it over the bench and into the bus. I slid my ticket into the validator and walked towards the back of the bus. I headed for the back door and leaned against the barrier, a girl I knew but never really talked to sat accross from where I stood. She stared blankly toward me while I proceeded to look forward. The bus jerked forward and I held onto the support for balance. It was all going as usual until we arrived at the Skytrain station. It smelled particularly foul today as some man was smoking off in the corner. I attempted to restrain my breathing but was urged to cough after a few moments. A girl approached me from the left with her baby in its stroller. This girl couldn’t have been much older than 18. Her face was wrinkled and seemed almost burned. She wore a pink schoolgirl uniform which led me to the conclusion that she was a street worker. I couldn’t decide whether to feel bad for her or not so I resumed feeling nothing about her at all. Who am I to judge anyway?

The next bus came into the terminal and I joined the lineup. This was going to be a short but odd ride. Again, I headed for the back of the bus and stood next to the door. Two minutes or so later the bus was loaded and we moved off out of the terminal. I held onto the railing again and looked out to the right when a man suddenly laughed. I turned to see what was going on and saw a man drawing on a paper coffee cup. I didn’t mind it at first until I noticed he was laughing to himself. The woman beside radiated a feeling of awkwardness. I came to the conclusion that this man suffered from some sort of mental illness so I tried not to stare. We drove on and approached my station when he laughed again. More looked upon him while he sat there not noticing. The cup was gone now, probably resting on his lap so he was drawing on his hand. He drew what appeared to be a man’s head then licked his thumb and poorly rubbed off some of the ink on his hands. A young boy stood beside me talking to his friend about his K’nex Robot and how it would shoot spikes from its arms and cut other robots to pieces. It wasn’t too long ago that I dreamed of fighting robots and played with Legos. Alright, I still play with Lego. I pushed the handlebar on the door and it opened. I walked off the bus and headed home to write this.

Coffee Cup

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Don’t Panic

March 9th, 2005 | No Comments | Posted in Blog

No, I’m not talking about the Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy. Coldplay’s got a tour setup for summer 2005. The only problem is that the first leg is all in Europe. They better release their new CD soon. From the tracks I’ve heard, it sounds pretty damn good.

ENTERPRISE MAY NOT BE CANCELLED! SpikeTV may be purchasing them as the sets haven’t been torn down nor has the casts’ contracts expired.

In other music news, Blink 182 has gone on indefenite hiatus meaning they’ve broken up. It’s sad as the last album was really great. Perhaps a Box Car Racer redux?

Blink 182

Back onto Hitchhiker’s, I’ve got to reread the Guide and rewatch all the old videos. I can’t wait til it’s out!! April 29th!!!! Let’s hope it did justice to Douglas Adam’s work. I heard Zaphod’s second head doesn’t even show up so yeah… It’ll still be cool, I think.

Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy

Harry Potter and the Halfblood Prince

March 8th, 2005 | 6 Comments | Posted in Blog

The covers for the new book have been released. A new character has also been released…

Harry Potter and the Halfblood Prince

Harry Potter and the Halfblood Prince

Mr. Borage?

It’s either Libalius or Libatius Borage. He’s probably just a minor character but his name does appear on the book cover for “Advanced Potion-making“.

MAJOR SPOILER ALERT.
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International Women’s Day?

March 8th, 2005 | No Comments | Posted in Blog

According to Google, it’s International Women’s Day.

Happy…. Women’s Day, ladies.

IWD

International Women’s Day is celebrated in many countries around the world. It is a day when women are recognized for their achievements without regard to divisions, whether national, ethnic, linguistic, cultural, economic or political. It is an occasion for looking back on past struggles and accomplishments, and more importantly, for looking ahead to the untapped potential and opportunities that await future generations of women.

In 1975, during International Women’s Year, the United Nations began celebrating International Women’s Day on 8 March. Two years later, in December 1977, the General Assembly adopted a resolution proclaiming a United Nations Day for Women’s Rights and International Peace to be observed on any day of the year by Member States, in accordance with their historical and national traditions. In adopting its resolution, the General Assembly recognized the role of women in peace efforts and development and urged an end to discrimination and an increase of support for women’s full and equal participation.

History: International Women’s Day first emerged from the activities of labour movements at the turn of the twentieth century in North America and across Europe.

1909: The first National Woman’s Day was observed in the United States on 28 February. The Socialist Party of America designated this day in honour of the 1908 garment workers’ strike in New York, where women protested against working conditions.

1910: The Socialist International, meeting in Copenhagen, established a Women’s Day, international in character, to honour the movement for women’s rights and to build support for achieving universal suffrage for women. The proposal was greeted with unanimous approval by the conference of over 100 women from 17 countries, which included the first three women elected to the Finnish Parliament. No fixed date was selected for the observance.

1911: As a result of the Copenhagen initiative, International Women’s Day was marked for the first time (19 March) in Austria, Denmark, Germany and Switzerland, where more than one million women and men attended rallies. In addition to the right to vote and to hold public office, they demanded women’s rights to work, to vocational training and to an end to discrimination on the job.

1913-1914: International Women’s Day also became a mechanism for protesting World War I. As part of the peace movement, Russian women observed their first International Women’s Day on the last Sunday in February. Elsewhere in Europe, on or around 8 March of the following year, women held rallies either to protest the war or to express solidarity with other activists.

1917: Against the backdrop of the war, women in Russia again chose to protest and strike for ‘Bread and Peace’ on the last Sunday in February (which fell on 8 March on the Gregorian calendar). Four days later, the Czar abdicated and the provisional Government granted women the right to vote.

Since those early years, International Women’s Day has assumed a new global dimension for women in developed and developing countries alike. The growing international women’s movement, which has been strengthened by four global United Nations women’s conferences, has helped make the commemoration a rallying point to build support for women’s rights and participation in the political and economic arenas. Increasingly, International Women’s Day is a time to reflect on progress made, to call for change and to celebrate acts of courage and determination by ordinary women who have played an extraordinary role in the history of their countries and communities.
The United Nations and Gender Equality

The Charter of the United Nations, signed in 1945, was the first international agreement to affirm the principle of equality between women and men. Since then, the UN has helped create a historic legacy of internationally-agreed strategies, standards, programmes and goals to advance the status of women worldwide.

Over the years, the UN and its technical agencies have promoted the participation of women as equal partners with men in achieving sustainable development, peace, security, and full respect for human rights. The empowerment of women continues to be a central feature of the UN’s efforts to address social, economic and political challenges across the globe.

For information about recent themes and commemorations by the United Nations of International Women’s Day, please visit: http://www.un.org/womenwatch/feature/iwd

My affection — well it comes and goes

March 7th, 2005 | 2 Comments | Posted in Blog

I still want to see My Chemical Romance live but not a chance now. The book’s due by spring break (reading week for all you bigshots) but we’re not nearly done.

Carmina Burana is tonight but I can’t go and see it. I don’t normally watch that kind of stuff nor do I normally go watch the VSO but hell, why not?

I have no social issues to discuss and I don’t have anything really important to say either so yeah.

County Fair (@ UBC) this April! Who else is going?

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